“Death is peaceful, it’s easy. Life is hard.”
- Bella from the book Twilight written by Stephanie Meyer.

This quote is one that I can’t seem to forget from the book. It’s absolutely true when you seriously think about it. Life IS hard. Mine anyway…can’t seem to figure out what I want to do with it. I’m in this lingo spot and have been for some time. It’s annoying really.

When you are younger, you have all these dreams and aspirations. Some people fulfill them quite easily. It’s very difficult for me as I never really had a lifelong goal I wanted to accomplish. Heck, I’m still trying to figure out what I want in life and I’ll be twenty four this year.

It seems that time just keeps passing by and I’m not going anywhere. I have so much free time that it makes me think, think, and think some more. At least I have music that can calm me and put my mind at ease.

Just check out some of my favourites below. And yes…they are by Robert Pattinson who stars as Edward Cullen in Twilight. And no, I don’t love his songs cause of the movie. They really are meaningful and very calming.

Listen to see what I mean.

Yup…I guess you can consider me that now. I’ve seen Twilight plastered pretty much everywhere and never really paid attention until my sister let me borrow the first two books. Well…I’m officially addicted to anything Twilight related now.

I ended up buying the 3rd and 4th books so I could finish reading the story, which I completed the other day. I’m now going to buy the first two so I can reread the entire saga again. I LOVE IT!!!

Have I mentioned I’ve also watched the movie over 15 times now?? (no exaggeration) I first thought it dull, but after watching it the 2nd and 3rd times, I simply fell in love with it. Btw…Rob Pattinson=HOTNESS!!

And no…it’s not just because he plays Edward Cullen in the film. I’ve actually watched pretty much every interview and video on youtube of him…and he’s such a dollface.

His music…WOW!! Love it too!! His songs are short and sweet, but they are genuinely felt and you end up falling in love with them as well. I love his song “Let Me Sign” and “Never Think” is good too. Both I believe were in the actual Twilight film as well.

I can’t wait until they come out with the second movie based on the book “New Moon”. I heard they start shooting it in March and it’ll come out later this year in theaters sometime in November or December. *can’t wait*

But for now I guess I’ll just have to look forward to the dvd release with awesome bonus features which comes out in March. I can’t wait to watch the stuff they’ll include for bonus features and commentaries. Yes…I usually end up watching movies with commentaries on as well. LOL.

Well, I’m off to watch the movie again and see some Rob Pattinson HOTNESS in action. Heehee