“Death is peaceful, it’s easy. Life is hard.”
- Bella from the book Twilight written by Stephanie Meyer.

This quote is one that I can’t seem to forget from the book. It’s absolutely true when you seriously think about it. Life IS hard. Mine anyway…can’t seem to figure out what I want to do with it. I’m in this lingo spot and have been for some time. It’s annoying really.

When you are younger, you have all these dreams and aspirations. Some people fulfill them quite easily. It’s very difficult for me as I never really had a lifelong goal I wanted to accomplish. Heck, I’m still trying to figure out what I want in life and I’ll be twenty four this year.

It seems that time just keeps passing by and I’m not going anywhere. I have so much free time that it makes me think, think, and think some more. At least I have music that can calm me and put my mind at ease.

Just check out some of my favourites below. And yes…they are by Robert Pattinson who stars as Edward Cullen in Twilight. And no, I don’t love his songs cause of the movie. They really are meaningful and very calming.

Listen to see what I mean.

Yup…I guess you can consider me that now. I’ve seen Twilight plastered pretty much everywhere and never really paid attention until my sister let me borrow the first two books. Well…I’m officially addicted to anything Twilight related now.

I ended up buying the 3rd and 4th books so I could finish reading the story, which I completed the other day. I’m now going to buy the first two so I can reread the entire saga again. I LOVE IT!!!

Have I mentioned I’ve also watched the movie over 15 times now?? (no exaggeration) I first thought it dull, but after watching it the 2nd and 3rd times, I simply fell in love with it. Btw…Rob Pattinson=HOTNESS!!

And no…it’s not just because he plays Edward Cullen in the film. I’ve actually watched pretty much every interview and video on youtube of him…and he’s such a dollface.

His music…WOW!! Love it too!! His songs are short and sweet, but they are genuinely felt and you end up falling in love with them as well. I love his song “Let Me Sign” and “Never Think” is good too. Both I believe were in the actual Twilight film as well.

I can’t wait until they come out with the second movie based on the book “New Moon”. I heard they start shooting it in March and it’ll come out later this year in theaters sometime in November or December. *can’t wait*

But for now I guess I’ll just have to look forward to the dvd release with awesome bonus features which comes out in March. I can’t wait to watch the stuff they’ll include for bonus features and commentaries. Yes…I usually end up watching movies with commentaries on as well. LOL.

Well, I’m off to watch the movie again and see some Rob Pattinson HOTNESS in action. Heehee

Well, this is a very quick update.

I’ve got all my websites moved over to the new host that I’ve been raving about. You can read about it on an update I made on my other blog which can be found here.

Anyways, I have to get ready for work. Cya!!

That’s exactly what I think friggin happened. I don’t have any evidence but that’s the only explanation I can come up with.

You all know how much I’ve complained about the shitty hosting company Pixelled-Solutions.com that I’ve been with. Well, I still haven’t finished transferring all my websites over yet to my new host. My main blog, being one of the huge ones I still have yet to transfer. Now, I’m just pissed.

Why? I can’t access my own website from my home computer. I thought it was down an entire week. But no…that’s not the case. It seems they have blocked my IP or something. I can access my sites and the ones I still had on their server from any other internet connection…except mine.

At first I thought it was just my browser. Nope not the case. Then I thought maybe it was my internet connection. Nope, not the case since I can load any other website besides the ones still hosted by them. Then I thought maybe something was blocking me on my own computer. Nope, I tried my sister’s computer too who shares the same internet connection (ie: wireless network), and I can’t access the sites there either.

Look…this is the error I keep getting only on websites still on the Pixelled-Solutions.com server. (click for larger view)

I go to work, I can see them perfectly. I’ve gotten people online who checked and can see my sites fine. I even checked on my Blackberry and can see the sites fine.

I’VE BEEN BLOCKED BY MY OWN HOSTING COMPANY!!

That’s the only explanation I can come up with. They must have blocked the IP for my internet service provider. I can’t think of any other logical explanation as to why I can’t see the sites that I still have on their server, yet others can. I can see the sites that I have hosted on VoNetwork, yet the ones on Pixelled-Solutions are a no go on my computer.

I sent in an email to complain and see what the fuck is going on because this is just obsurd!! I somehow doubt I’ll get a response back because I never do. Arrgghhh….I am so mad right now!!!

The only thing I can think of doing is heading to my sister’s house, asking my brother in law if I can use his laptop for a few hours, so I can backup and transfer all my files to my external harddrive. That way I can come back to my computer and then set it all up so I’m hosted 100% on VoNetwork.

I feel so dumb for not transferring them all over sooner. I’ve been talking about it for awhile now, but I just haven’t had a chance to transfer them all. Now I’m seriously smacking myself over it.

stupid, stupid, stupid …. fucken piece of shit of a hosting company=Pixelled-Solutions.com.

Ugghhh….just yesterday I got this stupid cough that just don’t go away. It resembles one I got back in the winter where it lasted for nearly a whole month. It seems it’s back yet again. My throat hurts and now my nose is even stuffy. I’m also freezing cold and have a sweater and blanket on.

Seriously…how can I get sick during the summer? For real…it’s not like I’m dealing with freezing temperatures outside. For the most part it’s been so hot that you can’t live without the AC. But now…somehow, I got sick. I’m not liking one bit of it either!!